By Leila Fadel | McClatchy Newspapers
Baghdad - On Sept. 9, the day before Army Gen. David Petraeus, the U.S.  military commander in Iraq, and U.S. Ambassador Ryan Crocker told Congress that  things were getting better, Batoul Mohammed Ali Hussein came to Baghdad for the  day.
A clerk in the Iraqi customs office in Diyala province, she was in the  capital to drop off and pick up paperwork at the central office near busy al  Khilani Square, not far from the fortified Green Zone, where top U.S. and Iraqi  officials live and work. U.S. officials often pass through the square in heavily  guarded convoys on their way to other parts of Baghdad.
 
As Hussein walked out of the customs building, an embassy convoy of  sport-utility vehicles drove through the intersection. Blackwater security  guards, charged with protecting the diplomats, yelled at construction workers at  an unfinished building to move back. Instead, the workers threw rocks. The  guards, witnesses said, responded with gunfire, spraying the intersection with  bullets.
 
Hussein, who was on the opposite side of the street from the construction  site, fell to the ground, shot in the leg. As she struggled to her feet and took  a step, eyewitnesses said, a Blackwater security guard trained his weapon on her  and shot her multiple times. She died on the spot, and the customs documents  she'd held in her arms fluttered down the street.
 
Before the shooting stopped, four other people were killed in what would  be the beginning of eight days of violence that Iraqi officials say bolster  their argument that Blackwater should be banned from working in Iraq.
 
During the ensuing week, as Crocker and Petraeus told Congress that the  surge of more U.S. troops to Iraq was beginning to work and President Bush gave  a televised address in which he said "ordinary life was beginning to return" to  Baghdad, Blackwater security guards shot at least 43 people on crowded Baghdad  streets. At least 16 of those people died......
  
The following Sunday, Blackwater guards opened fire as the State Department  convoy they were escorting crossed in front of stopped traffic at the al Nisour  traffic circle.
While U.S. officials have offered no explanation of what occurred that  day, witnesses and Iraqi investigators agree that the guards' first target was a  white car that either hadn't quite stopped or was trying to nudge its way to the  front of traffic.
 
In the car were a man whose name is uncertain; Mahasin Muhsin, a mother  and doctor; and Muhsin's young son. The guards first shot the man, who was  driving. As Muhsin screamed, a Blackwater guard shot her. The car exploded, and  Muhsin and the child burned, witnesses said.
  
Afrah Sattar, 27, was on a bus approaching the square when she saw the  guards fire on the white car. She and her mother, Ghania Hussein, were headed to  the Certificate of Identification Office in Baghdad to pick up proof of Sattar's  Iraqi citizenship for an upcoming trip to a religious shrine in Iran.
When she saw the gunmen turn toward the bus, Sattar looked at her mother  in fear. "They're going to shoot at us, Mama," she said. Her mother hugged her  close. Moments later, a bullet pierced her mother's skull and another struck her  shoulder, Sattar recalled.
 
As her mother's body went limp, blood dripped onto Sattar's head, still  cradled in her mother's arms.
 
"Mother, mother," she called out. No answer. She hugged her mother's body  and kissed her lips and began to pray, "We belong to God and we return to God."  The bus emptied, and Sattar sat alone at the back, with her mother's bleeding  body.
 
"I'm lost now, I'm lost," she said days later in her simple two-bedroom  home. Ten people lived there; now there are nine.
  
"They are killers," she said of the Blackwater guards. "I swear to God,  not one bullet was shot at them. Why did they shoot us? My mother didn't carry a  weapon."
Downstairs, her father, Sattar Ghafil Slom al Kaabi, 67, sat beneath a  smiling picture of his wife and recalled their 40-year love story and how they  raised eight children together. On the way to the holy city of Najaf to bury  her, he'd stopped his car, with her coffin strapped to the top. He got out and  stood beside the coffin. He wanted to be with her a little longer.
 
"I loved her more than anything," he said, his voice wavering. "Now that  she is dead, I love her more."
And we have the nerve to wonder why we are hated in so many countries around the world. We have allowed this to happen...we have been asleep at the wheel, with no will to REALLY find out what goes on in our names  or to hold our government responsible for their actions.